The Fear

Rachel: I'm training to be better at a job that I hate. My life officially sucks.
Joey: Look Rach, wasn't this supposed to a temporary thing? I thought you wanted to do fashion stuff?
Rachel: Well, yeah! I'm still pursuing that.
Chandler: How... exactly are you pursuing that? Ya know, other than sending out resumes like, what, two years ago?
Rachel: Well, I'm also sending out.... good thoughts.
Joey: If you ask me, as long as you got this job, you've got nothing pushing you to get another one. You need the fear.
Rachel: The fear?
Chandler: He's right, if you quit this job, you then have motivation to go after a job you really want.
Rachel: Well then how come you're still at a job that you hate, I mean why don't you quit and get "the fear?"
(Chandler and Joey both start laughing)
Chandler: Because, I'm too afraid.


Hi to all. Its me again. I've been wanting to blog but have been busy... busy doing nothing!!! ROFL! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu. Okayyy, so if you actually watched the video that i posted then maybe you can roughly know what i'm going to post about. Last week, i dedicated a day to spam my resumes to alot of companies. I did just that and actually got a call from one of the biggest FM company. I got myself an interview! sounds like a good news. But i'm not that excited. I dont know how i feel. Its like i want to leave my job but i dont want to leave my job. I want to leave my job because i hate my job! i dont want to leave my job because of the flexible working hours, the benefits and i can say that im already comfortable working there. But not good comfy. Bad comfy. So, i really think that i need the fear! but to get the fear, i have to quit my current job so that i have the motivation and hunger for a new job. The only thing that got me thinking is the working of hour of this next job that i applied for. I dont know if i can see myself dragging my working hours till late night. Time VS Money. Both are equally important but i love having my own time.... and also lots of money. sian man... anyway my interview is tmrw. im just gonna go for it! ok la bye to all!!

Hypno

The first thing i did when i wake up this morning is watching this video on hypnosis. I was so amazed by this guy who actually managed to hynotise Howie who's known for his germophobia. Germophobia is a term to describe someone who is very particular about the things that he or she comes in contact with due to germs. So for Howie's case, he cant even shake hand with anyone else unless he is very sure that the hands that he's going to shake is very clean. So this guy actually hypnotised howie and he shook hands with him and the rest of the judges. He then went on to the next round. For the next round, Michael Buble was the guest judge for that show. Apparantly he's a dick. He acted like he was hypnotised and spoiled the whole show. So i went on to research about this guy name Chris Jones and found out that he actually helps people to quit smoking using hypnotism. His website is www.quitwithchris.com . So i went to his website and tried listening to his video with an open mind ready to get hypnotise and quit smoking for good. It was a long 30 min video but i forced myself to watch and listen. I got to admit that i was in a state of trance for a moment. I felt like my hands are heavy and in a way i felt calm and relaxed. And then i heard a very familiar voice. YADHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BANGUN!!!!!!!! DAH KUL BRAPA NI?! ASIK TIDUR AJE TAK TAU NAK BUAT KERJA RUMAH!!( YADHHH!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT TIME ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!! SLEEP ONLY!!! DONT KNOW HOW TO DO HOUSEWORK!!!!!!!!) Yeap thats my mum. I carried on with my daily life after that and head to a talk at expo in the afternoon. Right after i got out of my house, i lighted a cigarette. So its either the hypnosis doesnt work or my mum spoilled the process of hypnosis. bummer. im hungry now. i want to eat.... bye to all...

Self reminder

Hi to all. Basically i have been doing nothing for almost 2 weeks now. Doing nothing is good but ive been eating alot too which is not good. i keep telling myself that im going to workout some day but somehow someday never happen which is not good too. So this post will remind me that starting next week onwards, i have to start working out and control my food intake. Today is a Saturday and i'm at home all day. Insta and FB's feeds all flooded with friends going raya visiting. Most of my friends busy with their own life and i dont think there will be anymore jalan raya with them. siannnnnnnnn... so today i just layan tetamu that come to my house only. Tmrw also my mum reminded me to stay home to layan tetamu. But starting monday, i am going to start working out! woohooo! must action semangat la so atleast got abit smangat right. later my friends abdul and nasir ajak me to go mustafa. Atleast got plan right. Just go only. I just switched on the heater just now. cant wait to mandi and feel fresh and go out and have a life. Hopefully i dont makan anymore la later. but whats new man. most nights i will go out and find food. me and food are one. Food and me are one. I hope tomorrow my family got jalan raya. sometimes i like jalan raya but sometimes i dont like. i dont know la but for now its just that i dont feel the raya vibes but i want to search for it. Thats why i want to jalan raya. i only wear baju kurung once. that one also oversized baju kurung. but me dont care. just wear only. i think i come to a point where i dont care abt alot of things already. So its me and food and lazy. Thats a good definition of me. So far no one  wants to buy my bike yet.... sian. i need to change bike so i can have a more comfy ride. I have to siap already. feels like smoking.... so bored duduk rumah one whole day. ok la i want to mandi and then siap. byeeeeeeeeeeeee

Me need food

Guess what? I dint sleep the whole night. I had supper at khan saab at abt 10pm just now. I had thosai telur, prata bom and prata telur. Felt like vomitting because i had too much. Besides eating, i dont know what else to do. So after supper, i went home straight. I played some music on the keyboard and post it on snapchek. After playing music, i watched youtube for the rest of the night. I watched gordon ramsay's videos and that led me to watching seafood. Crabs and lobster. Now im hungry. I just want seafoods. I want to have dinner at carousel or aquamarine. I want to eat shells so bad. I want..... i think i shd just sleep for awhile.... mornight everyone...

Living the life

I can really get use to not working. I had pizza for brunch just now. But that pizza was 2 weeks old. But put inside fridge la. after i heat it up, it still taste ok. So when i was heating up the pizza, i can actually foresee my life in the future. When i do have a place of my own, i'll probably have a lot of frozen leftover foods in the freezer. So when i'm hungry, i'll just heat up whatever is in there. If it taste funny then i guess i have to throw it away. Its been raining the past few nights. Love the weather. I feel like riding  tonight just because i feel like riding. I've not been riding my bike alot mainly because of my wound from the surgery. Guess what? im putting up my bike for sale. I cant wait to get a more practical and comfortable bike. Cant deny that i got alot of attention riding my harley davidson but nahh. Not for me i guess. I keep getting hungry today. i just eaten like 3 hours ago. Had to serving of spaghetti meatballs and now im hungry again. Just waiting for my friend to call me and jio me for supper. I also had the intention of working out abit but lazy AF man! do you know what AF is? AF is what kids nowadays tu describe as nak mampos. last we say wah penat nak mampos sak! now its just penat AF! which means penas AS FUCK! they so lazy like that until have to just take the acronyms. if last time i malas then i'll just say wah penat NM la. I wish i can blog longer but Farihin just called and jio me for supper! woohooo! what at the chances that seafood still have at this timing? hmmm nvm la just eat whatever i can eat. ok bye to all AF!!!!!!

Nik Wafdi

Check out this berbalas pantun. Sooooo funny! I changed my name on facebook to Nik Wafdi for 2 years already. The main reason to why i change my fb name to Nik Wafdi is because of my job. I have to issue letters and notices to residents with my name on it. Recently my friend kena because the he send out notice on dog noise nuisance. so basically residents complain got noisy dogs in his neighbourhood. So my colleague have to find out where the dog is coming from. apparantly got more than one dog at that block. so its a bit tough to locate where the noise is coming from. So he sent out a notice to the residents of that block and give them suggestion on how to tackle this issue. one of the suggestion is to debark the dog through surgery. That is one of the suggestion from AVA. So he kena shot down and netizens starts to find him. Since i also recover back people's house because of mortgage and rent then i dont want to them to be able to find me on the internet. But i'm going to change back my name once i quit my job.anyway i got the name from this berbalas pantun. I'm going out to meet nurul later. I know nurul from cat welfare. Got cat nuisance at work then have to arrange joint inspection with cat welfare. going to have Makisan later on. first time having makisan. hopefully sedap. if tak sedap then i maki hamun her. huhuhuhuhuhuhu. hopefully hujan stop la. i also have to go public. dont want to risk riding because of my surgery. ok la time for me to siap2.... bye to all

oh yah before i porget!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE!!! Hari raya was a week ago but still havent basi what. So here is me wishing everybody a Selamat HARI RAYA!!!! hari raya sucks for me now just because i dah jadi adult already. Why? because i dont get duit raya anymore! but ya la i know hari raya is not because of money, its because of asking for forgiveness and jumpa all the relatives yg dah lama tak jumpa and jumpa them once a year then after that senyap for a year then wait for raya next year and jumpa them again but now is i have to give the duit raya to all the budak keciks but i ikhlas la bagi just making comparison to last time when i was a budak kecik but actually not so kecik because i gemok what last time now. go to ppl house and finish up all the kueh mueh. I dont want to be like the majority of the people who keeps complaining yg they dont have mood to raya and whatsoever la. i always look forward to raya because its a day worth celebrating. Get to meet all our sedara mara and pakcik makcik. Can see my raya album on facebook too. Anyway i thought that i shd give my blog a makeover and make it look atleast presentable and have lagu and also tagboard? i'll see what i can do man. oklaaaa bye!!

hello to everybadehh

Hello again. Its me Fayyadh. This is my first post in 2016. I think i might start blogging again for good. I'm currently on HL until 1 Sep! whut whuuuut! Whats HL? HL not milk ok... HL stands for hostipal leave... Why am i on hostipal leave? because i just went for another surgery recently. But not to worry(whoever is still reading my blog) because i'm good. So i thought of utilising the time that i have now to blog. It can get really boring doing nothing at home. I have the urge to go to places badly. But theres nowhere to go here in singapore. I dont know but i think as we grow older, we get more boring. My life before this was just work->home->sleep->eat->repeat after some time come work late->go home early->sleep late->wake up late-> repeat. Now i can wake up anytime i want! but confirm time will pass very fast pnye la. blink eye abit abit only then open the eye tmrw back at work again. This year might be my last year with HDB. Ive been with HDB for 4 years now. Hate my job forever and ever! but honestly, im scared. Scared of what the future holds. Skali my next job lagi teruk how? but this year is definitely my last la. The weather is so goood now. Just imagine me at home listening to coldplay then its raining outside. abit cold and nice and im not wearing any baju(top) but ofcourse got sluar(shorts) but not sluardalam. huhuhuhuhu. if can link my blog to snapchek then confirm all of you can see. what is snapchek? snapchek actually nonsense la but i use alot because im bored. My friend says that im addicted to snapchek but i dont think so la. i can actually delete snapchek and be ok. Anyway, today is 18 of July. That means its Hany's birthday! Happy Bday to you Hany!!!!! hope you are doing cool and ok...... the best thing abt blogging is this is my blog and i can say whatever i want. Well actually almost everyday i blog also but not on blogger. On whatsapp or telegram. Whats whatsapp or telegram? both like message2 la but this one uses intenet or data and can make groupchat somemore. So usually my groupchat i will chat2 but my friends boh layan alot. then end up its like me blogging la. but on whatsapp you expect for some replies but if dont have later heart pain